There are just some things that I don’t think I’ll ever really get over and for some reason Alexander Hamilton’s death might be one of those things.
I feel the exact same. I felt like I actually lost something when the textbook went something like, “Burr shot the brightest brains out.” Agh, I was surprised about how hurt I actually felt for Hamilton.
I GOT THE TOP CLASS SCORE FOR MY APUSH TEST!
WOW, HAPPINESS GALORE
When my apush teacher said, “I guess you guys don’t know the material, considering the highest score was a D”, the class erupted into a series of gasps and “oh shit” faces. But for some reason we, for the most part, were unfazed. I guess that’s an example of “misery loves company”. Cheers to a class of D’s and F’s.
This kind of thing is totally normal for apush at the BEGINNING of the year. At this point, we should be getting around B’s and C’s. Oh, if only my teacher actually had his questions formatted like AP questions or had questions that were ALL addressed in our freaking assigned textbook.
We’re nearly by finals and my grades are continuing to sink into an abyss of failure.
I beat the smartest kids though, woo.
why is it so hard to suffocate beneath a mattress
i remember my dad saying your gpa could ruin the rest of your life
what’s the point of life if your grades are destroyed?
and if you can’t cope with stress why even try? there’s so many “worse” situations in life and if i can’t deal with grades why even try?
why is it so hard to fall to the ground and die?
"because if you kill yourself then you’ll go to Hell." - mi conscience for the past 2 years and now clearly stated by my mom. if i’d been a good person this would have been more easy to accept. why is is it so hard to die in peace because of how bad of a person i am? (i sound like uncle john from the grapes of wrath i know)
it’s so easy to die but i’m still here. there’s no hope at this point and everything’s sad. i’m not fit for life. i wish it could end earlier so I could avoid the other stress coming for me.
sometimes i wish i wasn’t ranked “4 of out 500” last year. it increased my confidence and now look what that’s done.
and all these ignorant people “You’re so smart, it’s okay for you. You’re rank number 4, you’re stressing too much. You’ll totally fix your grades.”
RIGHT NOW, NOT LAST YEAR, THEY’RE FUCKING BELOW AVERAGE FOR BELOW AVERAGE STUDENTS YOU FUCKING IDIOTS. EVERY FUCKING WEEK ANOTHER GRADE DROPS BY 7-11 PERCENT. I KNOW YOU’RE MY FRIENDS BUT GIVING ME FALSE HOPE ISN’T HELPING BUT DEPRESSING ME EVEN MORE ABOUT HOW WRONG YOU ALL ARE BUT IF YOU WERE BLUNT I’D GET EVEN MORE DEPRESSED AND I DON’T FUCKING KNOW.
and i try so hard. and now i never sleep. i’m a zombie whose dreams are absolutely destroyed. and teachers don’t give two shits. they refuse to actually TEACH the class and then taunt me for being stupid. and counselors suprisingly don’t really care and tell me to go away.
they say that those who try hard will be rewarded for their accomplishments. everybody’s a liar and i can’t deal with it.
don’t worry, i’m not going to kill myself. i just really don’t want to live.
Never look up the SAT tag on here. You will find smart people complaining about scores that are still high and it will urge you to punch things. Just don’t do it.
i’m glad this was one of the first posts I saw when I searched the SAT tag.
Why are there so many misandrists who consider themselves feminists??
Feminism is about gender equality NOT misandry. Don’t call yourself a feminist if you consider women OR men inferior.
STOP HATING WOMEN
STOP HATING MEN
OR IF YOU HATE ON ONE, HATE ON THE OTHER TOO (but please just try not to hate people.)
-Rant of an angry female (I shouldn’t have to mention my own gender.)
Disclaimer: I’m not very knowledgable on the topic, so feel free to educate me if I’m mistaken somewhere.